Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Our country

The idea of Bush visiting Indonesia apparently brings an 'extreme' euforia to our government. Without even thinking about the fund sources, suddenly they become so busy in preparing everything, just to make sure that Bush is satisfied enough as long as he's here. Soon, we can see how 'uneducated' and 'unethics' preparations are executed everywhere.
Building a helipad at Kebun Raya Bogor is a good example of the government stupidness. When we see how the developer (or whoever did it) start to dig a big hole in the middle of Kebun Raya Bogor, we can surely say that the darn helipad instantly damages the beauty and the nature of the environment itself. I mean, for God's sake, he will only be here for a half-day! Is that necessary to build a permanent helipad just to welcome him?
Not to mention the policemen and some TNI crews that are being prepared to 'protect' and make sure that Bush will always be 'save' as long as the visit goes. Gah. Hello? Who the hell is he, anyway? Yes, he's a president of USA. Yes, he always interfere anything around the world. Yes, he's such a jerk. Yes. he's a war-maker. Yes, he's a fail person in implementing the democration itself, whether in America or even in the relationship with other countries.
Nothing seems good if we talk stuffs that related to Bush. So why we must so afraid to him? Why we must, what, being his 'dog' that can be told everything he wants us to do? Why must we depend on him (or USA) over and over again?
We live in a democracy and free country, with a full power and control of the country itself (well, at least it should be like that...). Why can't we start to THINK and DO anything within OUR own thought and decision? No need to let anyone interfere our problems. It's our country, anyway.
I agree with the statement from PKS representatives (not exact the real statement, but at least it sounds like this) : "Bush is a fail president. You are a fail president, Mr. Bush. So son't try to interfere our problems while you even can't handle your own business and makes lot of mistakes everywhere."
At least some people still think. Heh. What a shame.
P.S.
Anyway, my mid-term tests ARE disaster. Really want to drown myself right now. >.>

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Mom's bday and Statistic Disaster

Yup. Today is Mom's birthday. Can't say that we plan to celebrate it, though. We NEVER really celebrate anyone's birthday. Not even Diba's, the younger sister ever. But anyway, i did congrat her (and plan to buy some gift) in the morning, and she seemed quite pleased just by receiving some congrats and greets from her beloved people. That made me happy, and therefore, i went to college happily~ (of course, before i realized what disaster that was waiting for me...).

The Statistic test is DISASTER!!
Okay, maybe not too bad, but I made a mistake anyway. I forgot that to use the failure probability, we must minus the success probability with 1. The result? The whole answers of mine (on the 2nd number) were totally wrong. Great, eh? *blink*
It is awful to KNOW that you actually can do it well, but in the end, you ARE still wrong in doing it. Sucks. Really sucks. I almost wanted to scream as loud as I could RIGHT after the test. But amazingly, after few minutes remaining silent, I just felt relax, and could accept the fact (yep, accept my own STUPIDNESS). Now I'm planning to ask for some assignments for the Statistic lesson. Hope I'll get some and the result of the tasks will help me to improve my score *AMEN*.

Other, Still got tons of assignments to be done. Research Methodology, Statistic, Managerial Accounting.... This week is gonna be 'FUN', i guess.... XD;;

Must improve my english skill, really~! >___<
Off to go then!

Sunday, October 29, 2006

New week at college

After having a whole week holiday, i finally having my class back at college. Well, eventhough i felt quite delightful on the "back-to-campus" idea, i couldn't say it IS very nice. I must face the mid-term exams, though. Such a fun entertainment in welcoming us back to college, eh?

Anyway, today is the first day of mid-term tests. Having just finished the research methodology exam. An exam that really forced us to write down some flowery languages about everything related to research; what the good research methodology consist of, what preventage steps we take in order to avoid the unhonest research implementation, how to make a right references, and other things similar to that. It did similar with i thought about the test, but i have no idea it will be that much. So much that i wondered if i really answered the right thing or just copying the whole book in order to fill down the answer sheet *blink*.
Well. Just hope it will get a good score *Amen*.

Other...assignments are still waiting (such a boring and general news that i kept talking about recently). Must start doing those, really.

And last...(well, i've said it in both of my blogs, but what the heck~), Minal Aidin Wal Faidin, guys. Forgive me for all my faults, would you? ^^
(even i'm not sure if anyone read this blog~ XD)

Off to go then!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Silaturahmi

Tak terasa, Idul Fitri telah tiba lagi. Setelah kembali berpuasa sebulan penuh, berusaha menahan hawa nafsu, umat Islam tiba juga di akhir penantian. Penantian akan sebuah hari besar, hari suci di mana semua saling memaafkan, dan berupaya untuk menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik lagi. Semoga kita semua bisa meraih kemenangan. Amin.

Nah, seperti umumnya Lebaran, tentunya kita akan segera bermaafan dengan keluarga kita, saling mengunjungi saudara jauh (yang mungkin bahkan baru diingat saat Lebaran - no offense~), bertukar kabar, berkumpul bersama di rumah kakak tertua.... Yang manapun menunjukkan upaya mendekatkan diri kepada keluarga kita, jauh maupun dekat. Hal itu seyogyanya menjadi suatu hal istimewa, yang spesial. Hal yang hanya kita sendiri yang memerlukan, tak butuh komentar atau campur tangan orang asing. Ini keluargaku, acara kumpul-kumpul milikku. Back off if you don't want to be kicked off!

Karena itu saya sangat heran ketika -dengan tak sengaja- saya melihat acara sungkeman milik presiden SBY. I mean, for God's sake, apa hal itu memang cukup berharga untuk ditampilkan di TV? (dan yang mengherankan, kok TV-nya mau? Dasar kapitalis..). Bung, kita nggak kurang kerjaan sampai harus nonton Anda sungkeman dengan keluarga Anda (tapi kok ya saya sempet 'terpaksa' nonton...HAH!). Kenapa nggak ngadain acara lain yang lebih penting? Ngaji bersama kek, apa kek.

Silaturahim perlu, dan wajib dilakukan. Tapi menjadikannya komoditas hiburan (YANG sebenarnya bukan hiburan sama sekali!)? I don't think so.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Erm, weird poem?

HARAPAN

Asa yang melintang
Entah kemana lajunya
Mengendap, dan membekas
Menorehkan luka yang dalam..
Adakah cahaya, akan datang dan menyapaku?
Kuharap ada..
Seiring dengan tekadku, yang makin membaja
Dan melemah, dibuai sang lonceng

First post

Some of you that really know me maybe will say it at once, " What? Another blog?"
Yep, this is another blog of mine which, i hope and i wish to be, is a blog that will filled with my writings. I mean, real writings, such as opinion, article, some short fictions, and maybe (if my brain isn't clear enough) some daily stories.

I've already had a blog, actually. But, hey, isn't it okay to have some? :D
I hope with this blog, i'll get new friends with different characteristics, so that i'll have new experiences and of course, new knowledge about other things from these new friends (wonder if i'll get some soon).

Yosh. Wish me luck for this blog. And...nice to know you all.. ^^